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Summertime
04:16
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Everything that you do means nothing
Everything that you want is payment
Destruction that is so efficient
Perception that is so deficient
This fucking season won't abate
Too fucked up to leave you can relate
And we don't seem to learn
That silence is all we need to reframe
Everything that you choose is contradicted
Everything that you hate is inflicted
Destruction that is so efficient
Perception that is so deficient
This fucking season won't abate
Too fucked up to leave you can relate
And we don't seem to learn
That silence is all we need to reframe
This fucking season won't abate
Too fucked up to leave you can relate
And we don't seem to learn
That silence is all we need to reframe
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Depression Fish
05:23
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I'm barely functional
That I can hide
Though I'm not a great actor
Feels like I'm fucking up
All the time
And you just say
I don't like the way it's going
Tired of thinking, tired of knowing
I don't like the way it's going
Tired of feeling, tired of knowing
And it follows me everyday
It's crushing like a glacier
Then melting off with everything
And you just say
I don't like the way it's going
Tired of feeling, tired of knowing
I don't like the way it's going
Time reveals they all lie
Except for the fish with a novel
Suggestion for me
I can just marry the water
Incidentally
Keeping things in perspective
You know it's not my strength
At the latitude
I'm on the brink
And you just say
I don't like the way it's going
Tired of feeling, tired of knowing
I don't like the way it's going
Time reveals they all lie
Except for the fish with a novel
Suggestion for me
I can just marry the water
Incidentally
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3. |
Narrative to Structure
05:00
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A difference of opinion
Chaotic abandon of all life
Narrative to structure
Insular desertion of all life
We can look at only the worst of it all
Crashing into your conversational wall
You sound like psychosis when you're training me
'Cause everything you see is how say it would be
The story you're spinning
Structures everything in a perilous light
It's self-reinforcing
Entrenched with the fallout of your life
We can look at only the worst of it all
Crashing into your conversational wall
You sound like psychosis when you're training me
'Cause everything you see is how say it would be
Through the stories you tell you can let you off
Or you could decide imagination of
Everything we suffered getting carried off
'Cause abiding in this structure you still feel lost
What's your motivation
Polysemic distortions of time
Self-preservation
Footing is displaced or realigned
We can look at only the worst of it all
Crashing into your conversational wall
You sound like psychosis when you're training me
'Cause everything you see is how say it would be
Through the stories you tell you can let you off
Or you could decide imagination of
Everything we suffered getting carried off
'Cause abiding in this structure you still feel lost
Through the stories you tell you can let you off
Or you could decide imagination of
Everything we suffered getting carried off
'Cause abiding in this structure you still feel lost
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4. |
Oceanfront Property
06:05
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Say goodbye to me at the waterline
But has it occurred to you
This ain't a way to fight or find a better life
Or a way to lose in order to begin again
You would like to be a part of it
This sits with you the way I feared
It would in time now you're a part of
This ends with you the way I feared
Say hello to me at the waterline
Some things you never renew
All you want is, want is a better life
Whatever the fuck that means
Never to return again
You decide to be a part of it
This sits with you the way I feared
It would in time now you're a part of
This ends with you the way I feared
Say goodbye to us at the waterline
Something that you choose
But it's illusion to think that there's a better life
Constituents break down
In order to being again
You would like to be a part of it
This sits with you the way I feared
It would in time now you're a part of
This ends with you the way I feared
You decide to be a part of it
This sits with you the way I feared
It would in time now you're a part of
This ends with you the way I feared
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5. |
Witch
04:51
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You would say any fucking thing you want
At any given time at all
Words harsh and beautiful
You weave a complex web
A heart for all who come
Patterned on your lungs
You would love me like a son
Even though you knew I wouldn't be a good one
My words harsh and limited
Wild and agitated
Searching for solitude
Breaking anything I could
I never say goodbye so I'll say it now
And while I'm at, fuck this town
I never have the time
Well I have it now
So while I'm at it, fuck this town
Falling out for the win
Me and Dan may never speak again
But you showed love just the same
Those words were meaningless
temporary at best
Close to nothing in this
Last message was about your weight
While the cancer ate away
And I never replied
Guess I thought I had more time
The excuse I can rely
Well here's a new paradigm
I never say goodbye so I'll say it now
And while I'm at, fuck this town
I never have the time
Well I have it now
So while I'm at it, fuck this town
But your light will be there too
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6. |
Fuck Your AI Mother
04:23
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Search for a comforting illusion
Death is driving innovation on mimetic doubling
Ghosts are hovering
Lost in their digital gestation
Programmed to tell you what you wanna hear
In ersatz voices like
Distorted mimicking
Sorry my friend but she is gone
But this way solace won't come
Now you're lost in a mirror world
Perfect avoidance of grief through
If your chimera resurrection knew
Everything you want
Manipulation is not an art
One thing right she's artificial
Not even reflections on broken glass
But you can't see through it
What's lost is evident
Can you turn a profit selling ghosts
Of reassembled fragments at most
Embrace her return like a paradox
Sorry my friend but she is gone
But this way solace won't come
Now you're lost in a mirror world
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7. |
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Summer seasonal affect
Dark and drought become projects
Paradigmatic distortions
Blending with hopeful contortions
But I find this little light is meaningful
It shows me all I need to know
And it seems to shine when I need it most
When I turn to it I feel your ghost
Caught in depression's distractions
Frustrations and slow reactions
Paranoiac ideations
Troglodytic assertions
But I find this little light is meaningful
It shows me all I need to know
And it seems to shine when I need it most
When I turn to it I feel your ghost
Rewild autumn with meaning
I could find that sense of meaning
Find the present tense-its meaning
All my wild friends with meaning
It's not a new beginning
Feels like I've got no tractions
Then I realize I don't need
In this stillness there's refraction
But I find this little light is meaningful
It shows me all I need to know
And it seems to shine when I need it most
When I turn to it I feel your
But I find this little light is meaningful
It shows me all I need to know
And it seems to shine when I need it most
When I turn to it I feel your ghost
Rewild autumn with meaning
I could find that sense of meaning
Find the present tense-its meaning
All my wild friends with meaning
Rewild as autumn comes with meaning
Rewild as autumn comes with meaning
Rewild as autumn come with meaning
Rewild as autumn comes
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8. |
Unsocialized
04:41
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I'm like my dog
I'm not socialized
Growling, barking to return us the quiet
And I'm on the wild's side
So get your fucking face out of mine
Howling, howling, howling to keep it quiet
We don't know how to engage with the world
That's fine we're alone in the world
We don't know how to engage with the world
That's fine we're alone in the world
I'm with the bears
I feel alive
Until a human voice arrives like ecocide
I'm on the wild's side
So get your fucking face out of mine
Growling, barking to return us to the quiet
We don't know how to engage with the world
That's fine we're alone in the world
We don't know how to engage with the world
That's fine we're alone in the world
I'm like my dog
I'm not socialized
Growling, barking to return us the quiet
We don't know how to engage with the world
That's fine we're alone in the world
We don't know how to engage with the world
That's fine we're alone in the world
Find my hermitage
Wild practicing
Feel the wind against
Feel the earth again
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9. |
Watercolors
05:03
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It could be what I want now
It could be anything now
Find the colors that fit
To explore the scenes I can't define
When you paint your life
When you paint your time alone
When you paint your life
When you paint your time alone
Brush strokes on quiet mornings
Soft sunrise merges with ponds now
Imaginative somewhere just beyond
Creating scenes when the thirst comes
When you paint your life
When you paint your time alone
When you paint your life
When you paint your time alone
I'm not just painting a ghost
I'm painting with all you love
I'm not just painting a ghost
I'm painting with all you love
Continue into the evening
Colors shift and their blending
Become surreal then abstract now
Here I can take this land back now
When you paint your life
When you paint your time alone
When you paint your life
When you paint your time alone
I'm not just painting a ghost
I'm painting with all you love
I'm not just painting a ghost
I'm painting with all you love
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10. |
Into the Evening
01:36
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Tully MacKay-Tisbert Fullerton, California
Tully MacKay-Tisbert is a guitarist, singer, and songwriter originally from the Adirondack Mountains of Northern New York and currently based in Southern California. His music transcends genre, blending heavier electric sounds with acoustic fingerstyle and folk while also exploring influences from around the world. ... more
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